Seriously, a new start

November 15, 2010

My inaugural post.  No one will see it but me but at least I am moving forward with something I have been meaning to do for a year or more.

How did I get here? This is my chance to find out and figure out how I am going to get somewhere else.  I've found myself in a (mostly) wonderful life as a single mom of two little girls (they are the wonderful part) but sadly seeing things I don't like...a home that is not the way I want it...secret piles of stuff (and not so secret if you visit me), big hips, wrinkles, unfinished projects, clutter, clutter and more clutter, a haircut that does nothing for me, and a general feeling I am not doing my best.  I am not eating my best (now you know where the big hips come from) nor am I exercising. Sigh...If I can't don't to the best I can for myself, what kind of example can I be for my girls and just as importantly, HOW CAN I GET WHERE I WANT TO BE? I am going to try to find out and use this blog to keep track of my efforts, progress (or lack of progress), all in my journey to find out how I got here (or there) and how the hell am I going to get somewhere else!  I hope someday someone will come along with me.

Jeez...how did I forget to mention...I'm missing a man. Not just any man and not a specific man, just the right one.  The one that will be with me in spite of my lackluster hair, in spite of my messy office and is happy to be with me and the best part of my life.